There is one interesting phenomena that I have noticed in recent times and this is that we can't control the way people think about us. One day I might share with a group of people what is really on my heart and, completely unexpectedly people might say 'That's wonderful Jeremy - you really encouraged us!'. As a result I might decide to polish the whole think and practice in front of the mirror and get it all 'word perfect' only to recieve no real response. It is somewhat disheartening and humbling but it keeps me in my place. The knowledge that I am loved is comfort enough.