Looking for someone with whom to tie the knot

There are a good number of women looking for a man. Maybe there are some Women who are interested in me. But it is just so hard. You can't force feelings. You can't make yourself fall in love. How I wish I could. There are single women in my church and in my small group. There are two things that I don't want to do. I don't want to hurt somebody else and I don't want to get hurt myself. I would rather be single and alone than be with the wrong person. I am going to a Kayleigh this weekend (wrong spelling I know) and am concerned about asking people for a dance in case they get the wrong idea. I asked a girl for a dance at a Kayleigh either last year or the year before and she informed me that she was with another man. All I did was ask her for a dance. I didn't ask her to marry me.

There is only one Christian girl with whom I have ever had a crush and she can be really rude. If she doesn't feel like communicating then she won't even if you plead with her to talk. She will just ignore you and blow you out for an indefinite period. Maybe forever.

This is what I feel in my heart. That there is little point in asking somebody out unless you really think that they might well be the one. But when you feel hurt and lonely.........